Tuesday, July 8, 2008

Another Day

Today has been rough. . .some days are. I always try not to get depressed when I have a bad day. I know everyone has good and bad times -- but it is hard to "find the silver lining". I had surgery about a year ago & sometimes I wonder if it was worth it. Some days it feels like nothing has changed. I just keep praying that God will show me what He is doing with me - what His plan is for my life. I believe there is a reason for everything. Sometimes it just takes us a lifetime to figure out what that reason is!

1 comment:

michelle675 said...

Hey Kel, Sorry it has taken me so long to respond. I don't check my email very often.

I did not know Top Gun was your fave movie mine 2 and I just bought 27 dresses. We need 2 have a movie night.

I hate to here you are feeling down. Maybe I can offer you some "silver lining".

I think back over the past 7 years I have known you and the accomplishments you have achieved. Marriage, master's degree, mother. Most healthy people can't hold a marriage together, finish college let alone get their master's in accounting while they have a full-time job and rennovate a house.

Then there is Ely so smart and full of personality. Not to mention devistatingly handsome. You have done a wonderful job raising him.

The fact that you have accomplished those things and more with this illness is a testimony to me and others of your faith. As far as God's plans for your life he just wants us to do extraordinary things for his kingdom and raising a christian child in these times qualifies as extraordinary in my book.

As far as your everyday battles just know the sufferring will end and your body restored after you reach the pearly gates.

As your friend im always here if you need to talk. I know i will never fully understand your struggles with this disease but i can listen and be supportive if you need me.

I hope some where in this letter you smiled and realized what a special and accomplished women you are!!!

I will also be praying praying for yuo as you cont this journey.

Your friend,
Michelle